Now or Never

human just have the difficulty to directly and straightforwardly ask for something they wanted, they like to play mind fucking games, dropping hints, giving signs in order to get something, but the problem is, every human mind is different, no one can really understand what you really want until you ASK, no matter lovers, best friends, sisters, brothers or even parents, there will never be that someone who can totally understand what you want, read your mind, complete your sentence. so either you ask there and then, or you never mention it again. stop fussing and getting all pissed because someone don't understand your "secret code", it's like getting pissed over someone for leaving but you never really ask them to stay. 

Commitment

they say love eventually fades no matter how strong it started, it's the commitment that keep us together, but what's the point if it's without love?

Settle Down

it's not the distance that kills, it's the familiarity.

9.11.2012

dear heart,
stop expecting too much because that too much can hurt so much.

with love,
xoxo

Happiness

i guess i'm not the type that can enjoy simple happiness,
im just a sadist that likes to go through tougher roads, harder life
to make myself think that....well, maybe i can be happy that way too, in my own way.